Single Again

Hi guys, news flash, Ben left. We fell out, and my texts go unanswered, and my calls,  well, the one I made today was answered by a feel gooder, fake twanging bitch,who had the nerve to tell me not to ask her questions! Ben wrote back to say she's a fellow student and he had just stepped out, what surprises me is,  were it a business call, would she have picked? My heart cries out, but one day my wells will run dry.

Betrayal of Real Love

I must have missed a lot of love while growing up, else,  why am I so scared of tenderness? Why am I an addict of unforgiving, unfair, enslaving sort of love? I'm finding it so hard to accept this overflowing kindness from a gentleman, I feel like I do not deserve it. Instead it's like I'm trying to run after my past, and the madharau I'm being shown while at it! I pray God gives me the strength, and instils in my heart the ability to accept real love. Thinking about it, it's no wonder I don't even know how to accept God's love for me! When ever do effects of childhood leave you?